amphetamines and jelly beans (plasticpill) wrote,
amphetamines and jelly beans

i don't want to start any blasphemous rumours but i think that god has a sick sense of humour.

SO here I am once again.

Nothing crazy. I've been doing my best to lose weight in a healthy way. For a while, I was logging EVERYTHING I ate and trying to stay at 1200 calories, but the math was killing me and thinking about it was killing me, so I stopped, and ballooned up to 152.6 pounds.

I decided, after I got my hair cut (shortly after that picture) and couldn't even enjoy it because I was so depressed by how fat I looked in the pictures, to get back onto walking, since that has always always helped me before. I started dieting and exercising at the end of February, and half lost 13 pounds. I felt like updating this because I've been working at trying to get under 140 for the last week (i set myself a weight loss goal of four pounds in 7 days, and achieved it in 9) and this morning I was finally at 139.6. I am going to celebrate by walking 4.5 miles today, to the mall to get my eyebrows waxed.

Let's talk a timeline of weights:

The first time I dieted after Sydnee, when she was a year old or so -- I started off at 147 pounds.

I got down to 110 (or so) 6 months after I started dieting.

When I got pregnancy with Julian, I was 137 pounds.

While I was homeless and pregnant with him, I got down to 133 pounds (at 6 months pregnant).

The lowest I got postpartum with Julian (before i started gaining weight) was 142.

Then I got up to 152.6.

I'd like to get down to 120. I have 19 pounds to go. I would like to get there by June 25th.

Augh too much going on now, this is done.
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