I'm trying my best not to be too hard on myself. I wanted to start walking again here, but the mosquitos have been so freaking ridiculous, I'm going to have to wait until it gets cooler so I can be heavily bundled against them. My other option (which i just now thought of, i'm not sure why) is to do some ExerciseTV, On Demand stuff.
I want to be thin so bad. I sound like a retarded teenager writing it like that, but it's true. I feel so horrible about myself all the time. There's always something wrong with me but this thing can so easily be fixed and ... I don't know.
I don't know. I'm a fat fucking loser. I need to get off my ass, stop posting here like a fucking idiot, and get to some sort of work. Guh.