amphetamines and jelly beans (plasticpill) wrote,
amphetamines and jelly beans

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if at first you don't succeed dust yourself off and try again try again.

I am flipping my shit today. Baby boy has not been napping to my satisfaction, and has generally been a whiny boy.

Anyway. I ended up eating an apple and a hard-boiled egg last night, which still only brought me up to 1600 and I don't think I should feel that bad about it because at least I was still under my max and I don't want to go too crazy because then I'll lose my milk and whateverrrrr.

I was 147.6 this morning, but that was after I had drank 20oz of iced coffee. 20fl oz is 1.3pounds, so I can be optimistic and say that I weighed 146.3.

Breakfast: oatmeal with brown sugar (250 calories)
Snack: 1 hard-boiled egg

I'm going to use my irritated energy to clean the living room. I'm so irritated that I can't put baby boy down on the carpet to crawl around because of all the crap on it.


Lunch: 1/2 chicken breast (225 cal); 1/2 cup mashed potatoes (125 cal); veggie mixture (1/2 onion, baby spinach leaves, 1 roma tomato, 3 slices eggplant [67 cal])
Snack: 5 mini whole wheat pancakes with syrup drizzle.

That veggie mixture is awesome. I mixed a forkful of it in with each bite of mashed potato, which made eating them take twice as long and flavoured the potatoes great. And I'm full! And at 815 calories for today. I'm not doing so hot on meeting my nutritional goals through food today, so I took a prenatal. Also: I am much more calm now that I've eaten and cleaned up the living room.

Tonight's dinner is going to be 5oz of broiled steak, 1/3 cup of couscous (cooked with beef stock), over a salad with tomato, green onion, and red bell pepper with Italian dressing (about 500 cal) ... then if I stick again to a beer and two shots (300 cals, roughly) I will be at about 1700 calories for the day. If I can get a half-hour of exercise in, that'll bring me back down to 1500, which would be perfect.
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